So she finally gets to see some

I emailed her the first 40 pages. This is the part of the book that feels clean to me. The part that I have edited and re-edited until I think it is right. If she hates it I am going to melt.

Schedule

I feel like I am behind schedule. I have deleted around thirty thousand words because they were not up to snuff. Still, I should be done soon.

I am happy but in crushing depression